I remember the day Justin left. That was the day that the only person who ever understood me left. I was devastated; everything was falling apart. After my brother died, my dad became a drunk and abused my mother and I before being carried off to jail. I haven't seen my dad since and I don't want to.
It seems as if I lost everything, nothing could just stay good for a minute.
I'm totally filled with regret, looking back on the years when Justin was gone. He tried to call, text, email, and visit me a countless number of times...but I simply ignored him.
I wanted to forget all about Justin when he left because I didn't want to live with the fact that the only person who understood me was so far away.
I missed out on 4 years of our friendship. He says it's okay now and he forgives me...
But I still feel guilty. It wasn't Justin who messed up...it was me.
Characters: Chaz Somers, Jeremy Bieber, Justin Bieber, Kenny Hamilton, Original Character (female), Original Character (male), Pattie Mallette, Ryan Butler, Ryan Good, Scooter Braun
Genre: Drama, Family, Friendship, Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Length: Novel Length (50,000+ words)
Tags: friend, hurt/comfort, love/hate
Warnings: Alcohol Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Graphic Violence, Physical Abuse
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Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: No Word count: 12581 Read Count: 5449