I sighed, trying to keep my tears at bay as I stared up at the ceiling. I looked outside and it was dark and gloomy, just like my mindset right now. I looked down at my phone just to torture myself by rereading her e-mails when I hear fast hard steps coming up to the bus, and I look up to see flashes of light going off like fireworks! WHAT THE FUCK?!
“OVER HERE JUSTIN!”
“HOW’S THE TOUR JUSTIN?”
“WHERE’S SELENA JUSTIN?”
“I HEARD YOU’VE GOT PLAYBOY BUNNIES BACK HERE!”
My tour bus was literally invaded by paparazzi. Six of them. Coupled with the fact that I’m still coping with murdering someone, because I inadvertently did murder her, it was all my fault...sigh...I reacted how you would expect me to, since I am HUMAN. I grabbed the closest thing to me, which happened to be an XBox controller, and bashed one of them in the face with it, with more force than I knew I was capable of exerting on anyone. It felt good.
I hit the same guy again, this time for asking about Selena. Obviously she’s not here, so how the fuck should I know?! The rest of the paparazzi got the message that I was NOT to be fucked with right now, and ran off the bus while I went to town on this one unlucky bastard here.
“HOW’S THIS ASS WHOOPING GUY? HOW’S YOUR HOME LIFE? HOW’S YOUR MOM? HOW’S YOUR EX GIRLFRIEND? I FUCKED YOUR MOM! I FUCKED YOUR SISTER! YOU’RE A LITTLE BITCH ASS FAGGOT! YEAH DOESN’T FEEL SO FUCKING GOOD DOES IT?!”
He was on the floor, his nose and eye was bleeding. Fredo and Kenny heard all the yelling and ran on the bus, to find the gruesome sight. Fredo tackled me, mid-kick at the asshole’s stomach, and put me in a full nelson. Kenny grabbed the guy and threw him off the bus, and called Scooter.
Everyone was looking at me waiting for an explanation of what happened, of my actions. I didn’t have one. They pushed me too far and got what they had coming for a long time. But I knew that wasn’t true, I would’ve just pushed them all away without trying to kill one of them. Vanessa...how do I cope with killing someone that really loved me?
like it?(; Thanks! It's an excerpt from "She Loves The Lights" Chapter 5 - All My Fault. More happens, go see for yourself!(;
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